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“Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.”

I am called Belle. 300 year old englishgirl who lives in KL. :D
I'm a ballet dancer. Admires dancers a lot.
Love roses, just a simple pink one. :)
A socialized girl. Loves to chaat.
Loves Avril a lot.
Music, the important daily 'food' :)


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♥ Goshh !
Tomorrow it's May !
I wasted my April time ! What have I did on the whole month ?
WTF !
Awww` just wasted it with no reason ><
Aint` 
I swear I won't waste my May time anymore .
I'll do a lot of things , trust me , I will !
Yo !
:)

Read this carefully .
Read every word in this post . 
You will absolutely understand it .








I always had a question . 
What do I really want ? ♥


I can just simply let day goes by .
Day by day , what did I do on today ?
Am I happy now ? Am I sad ?
I always tough people to let go , but I didn't . 
Why ? 
Is that I loved him too much ?


Everyday is a question mark . I would not like to answer those question .
Because I don't know the answer . Please , don't ask me anymore !   I hate it !
Wasting everyday is not the way to get the answer . 
But that's what I'm doing now , wasting everyday . 
Problems to solve . But I'm escaping all those problems . 
Because I would not like to solve them , and I don't know how to solve .
Friends ? 
Does it really that important to me ?
But it always brings problems . 
I have to care of their feelings , can't even let them feel that I'm not caring them .
Best friends are not that good to be . 
Relationships ?
After relations is a bunch of dark paper . We can't be friends anymore . 
But why ? 
It's hard and difficult to do everything . 
Why don't I just give up my relations and friends ?
Just be back myself , with no friends and any relations .


Everyday with more than 10 questions and problems to solve . 
Who is there for me ? 
I hate to go to school . 
School always brings problems .
I love the time I'm in primary school . 
No problems at all . Just having fun all the day ! 
How mad I wish to go back and never come again .


I would not like to have some sort of friends like this .
Happy whenever you want and angry whenever you like .


I would not know when will you be angry . I can't predict future . I can't be there preparing for you .
Everyone knows that . 
Tell me what is true and what is false .


Answer these question ::
Do you really have a true friend ?
Are you happy now ?
How's your school life ?
* Ask yourself .....



♥ Friday ! 
Yo ! Happy , have lunch with my friends .
Mc Donald . Freaking cold there , with those new air-conds .
But anyway , I had fun with them . And I got the can designed cup . :)
After lunch , we walked back to school . 
Brought my tie along with me , and I went to lorong .
Kadets marching there . Fucking funny man ! 
Ruben turned the wrong side >< haha . 
See Kok Yew was so serious and not in a good mood today .
Kadets who didn't wear their white shirt have to take off their uniforms . 
Aits` 


把心中的话说出来，会更好受 . 
我不喜欢我脑里，有几百年的疑问，都还没有时间去解决 .
那些疑问，弄到我很烦 .
我很想知道这些疑问的答案，但是，没有人能告诉我 .
我承认，和他分了之后，我是很不开心 .
到现在，还是很不开心 .
我知道这一切，都不是我的错 .
我不应该为他而感到不开心 .
这一点，我明白 .
我是真的真的很喜欢他，我很想跟他从新的在一起 .
但又怕，他会再次的背叛我 .
我常常对我自己说，不能再爱上他 .
也常常对我自己说，他不是个好人，没有必要对他那么好 .
就抱着这种心情，面对生活 .
朋友，不用担心我 .
我知道该怎么做 . 我是会分辨是非的人 .
别担心 . :)



♥ You there , 
Don't say sorry to me anymore , please .
I won't forgive you !
You make me too sad , and you came to say sorry ? wtf .
I know you don't like to see when I'm sad , I know !
But I really can't care for you anymore . 
I'm not the wrong one , whereas , you are the one .
You are the one making trouble for yourself . 
Think carefully .
You don't know who you really love . 
You love both of us , why can't you just choose one ?
2 of us in the same time , I guess this is the right decision that I've made . 
I leave , and left you 2 . 
3 is not a good number now . 
2 is better than 3 . < songs are not like this xD >
I'm not sad >< 
Sry , yes I am sad , last few days . But now , I'm totally okay .
I don't care these things anymore . It's not important to me . 


♥ School life aren't good these few days .
Friends become strangers . wtf .
Every time we argue , but why ?
Does it really feel good arguing ?
Everyone is like 'how how how' ?
FUCK !
I don't like to answer these questions . 
HOW ? YOU TELL ME ?
Little tiny things , also want to argue ?
Fun right ?
Please , I beg you guys , don't ever ever argue again . 
I don't like to face this problems . 
If you really hate each other , just don't talk to much to him or her .
That's all , DON'T TALK TO MUCH  ! Does not mean that you don't talk to him or her , it's just lesser .
You got what I mean !


♥ Relationship
FUCK MAN !
Everyone love here love there . wtf ><
I can't tahan these things .
Friendship 
More terrible . YZY is not a good person , don't help her talk good words .
She did something wrong , that's her problem , don't care abt her .
Don't be so 'sook' 
Wake up ! You're not a person like this that i've met .
You're a strong girl , I know !
Believe me , Be strong !
Don't everyday like ' lam pet si '
Okay ? xD`


Happy Ending
THE END !


*stay tuned for the next post :0



♥ Unhappy day !
Thanks for listening . You're such a good friend .
You're right , I'm in a dangerous virus . I want to let him go , but I can't .
He's too important to me . Nothing else can replace him . 
I love you my dear !
We all have problems . Even you and me . 
Today ,
I've told all my things to you , thanks for listening . 
I don't know what am I going to do . I feel uncomfortable with this kind of feeling .
Trust me , I really love him . I can't let him go .
If he really don't like me anymore , I don't know what will I do .
I hate it when this happens . Really hate it !
I can't tell me feelings , it's just speechless .


I don't ever had this kind of feeling to love someone . You're the one , the luckiest one .
I told myself , I won't look at you anymore . But I just can't . 
I love your voice , every action you did . It's so unforgettable . 
I love the night , seriously love it .
How mad I wish to hug you , and never let you go .
I don't want to do silly things after you're gone .
I scare that i can't control myself . You're too important to me .


I've listen to what you said to me , 
the message had been sent . Waiting for his reply . 
I don't wish to have a bad answer , but I guess I will . :(
Allow me to say sorry to you for no reason . 




♥ Hey Babey ,
*DELETED ! 


But today , I want to change my life .
Our memories will always be kept in our hearts  .









♥ Expression , what'z the meaning of this ?
Can anyone just simply tell me ?


Fucking day .
Woke up about 10am , slightly late .
checked my ballet bag , wtf .
my ballet leotard is not washed .
Bang the door like hell . Scold that stupid maid .
Really fuck man . I went up and told my mom , she was like 'huh' .
I feel like using a wooden stick and knock her 99 . Haven't wake up !
She washed quickly and my mom took and dried it quickly .
I tied my hair angrily and wore my ballet leotard . Still kinda wet , but never mind . 
My ballet class was kinda cool , I fully stretched my legs and they're now fucking heavy .
Can't really move them with my arms . wtf 
After my class , mummy fetched me , and we went for lunch .
At first i don't know what to eat . *as usual , i always don't know what to eat EVERY TIME .
Mommy suggested to go Q`Bistro at first , then PapaRich . OWH WELL .  ><
You know what , I saw WeiJuan . I don't know he was there at first , 
then i saw his sister , only i know he was there. sigh .
Had the whole lunch with mommy , and him .
L0L . kinda happy and afraid .
Nahh` nothing , don't worry .
Mommy told me , when you guys are big we will be like the family next seat .
And i told her , that's my friend . LMAO .
Haha . Love my mom ! 


Nothing cool after that .
Have a nice time reading my blog . 
Love You Guys .

♥ Sukan Tara ><
Forgot to bring my towel .
Have to stand under the hot sun , aitz` !


SUN-BURN
WTF !


Make my body do ugly . >< I hate it so much !
Now only i realized how pain is it .
Sorry Kuan Sern >< I really don't mean to rub on your skin ><
I know that kind of pain now . Sorry !
Red thingie around my neck . Ugly siaa`
How am I going to wear collar-less shirt ?
Owh Shit ! 
Have to find a way to close up my sun-burn !
>< 
From 7am until 1pm .
Hot like hell !
12.30pm , standing under the sun waiting for our turn to go .
Wat la >< Still have to wait . Sweating and sweating !
Hate the feeling .
Kadet , after marching , sitting in school doing nothing .
Me and KahMun went back to school , caz to get her bottle .
And saw my brother . 
We asked him where's Ruben , and he don't answer us . ==
Called him loudly again ! Only he heard what we're sayin .
We went downstairs , at 2R and found Ruben .
Took the coupon from him , and went back to MBS .
The hot place .
After the hot hot Sukan Tara , went straight back home , lunch , shower and sleep .
Sleep until 4 something , woke up and continue with my Modern Jazz class .
L0L . Tiring and lazy to wake up , but still have to go . ><
Sweat again . 
AnywayS , I had fun in my class .


See You soon ! 
Update my blog when I'm free .
Stayed Tuned for The Next Post . 
:) cheesssssseeee



♥ Not really happy these days :(
Feel like slapping myself .
I wanted to break with you , but somehow ,
my friends still want us to be together .
Whenever i sees you , I hate it !
My dear , I love you !
Don't make me hate you , please !
I love you seriously .
I'm waiting for your answer .
Again , i have that feeling ><
Hate it !
Hate and Love , just a line across .
Either you hate , or you love , that's all !


Tell me babey ,
I love you !


*Sukan Tara !
fucking hot !
sweating like hell man .
wishing for a dry and clean towel .
100m 200m ><
tiring !
nothing special on today !




Belle Official Memory Land .




Make my heart into your heart .
It feels much more better trust me .





♥ I don't like my feeling now .
it's like disappoint , sad and angry
to be honest , 
i don't have friends in school ,
now only i realized .
I tough i had a lot of friends , 
true ! they are my friends , 
bu not my true friend . 
Where are all my true friends ?
Where have they been ?


I'm disappoint to know you're in a group with them , 
i tough you'll be with us...
but , i'm wrong
you love you're class , yes , i know
but...........I don't want to say anymore  , sorry :(


♥ My Dear
she's in a group with you once again . wtf
Here's a serious thing that i want to tell you
I don't love or like you anymore
I won't tell you straight away , 
but i hope you know . 
Not because of you and her . 
I don't care how good relation between you and her , 
what i used to care is , you and me .
But so sorry , I don't like you anymore
I promise to everyone that i won't be in a relationship with anyone else anymore
until i'm in the age .
I just want to be single now !
Allow me to say sorry to you  without any reasons .


Buddy ,
I don't understand why we like to argue 
you like that feeling ?
I don't want to mention abt today .
It's terrible .


Viv ,
sorry that i hate you so badly ,
I know i'm just wasting time hating you
you're beautiful than anyone else ,
you got lots more friends than me ,
you're much more entertaining than me ,
I know .


I understand my my male friend is getting lesser and lesser .
caz most of them used to fall in love with me ,
and break agn .
that's why they don't have that kind of bravery to talk and play with me anymore .


I would like to say I'm sad now .
I don't like that kind of feeling .
I usually don't tell anyone that i'm sad .
But please allow me to tell you that i'm sad and unhappy now .


About school 
About friends
About relationship
About haters
make me fell uncomfortable


How mad i wish to have a harmony life .
with no haters , no problems in anything .
All I have to do is......


I wish to get out from this fucking life .
I want my ballet life back .
To London , to New York .
I wish I will never come back to this unhappy place .
I wish to dance on stage ,
with my golden tutu ,
dancing gracefully , and never stop !
This is all I wish for .......




♥ School life 
Kadets came back from camp,
all of them were like indian boys .
i saw Ruben first, then i saw all of them .
Wei Juan said they have to reach school at 6.30am . wtf
he slept so freaking early as well, 10.30pm then he say he wants to sleep ady ><
no one sms me from 10.30pm onwards >< sigh
Sees him again at school :D  *happy*
in class, Kuan Sern is fully sun burned ><
haha, rubbing at his neck, pain like hell xD
anyway, sorry for the rub, it's kinda fun !
Played the whole day in class with Ruben and Kuan Sern
Me and Ruben bough a coupon for the Sukan Tara
it's RM1.50 per coupon, i gave RM1 and he gave only RM0.50 ><
we decided to fotostate that coupon . haha
don't know how is it now . Hope it's okay :D


I'll just stop here . Continue next time :D 



♥ All I wrote here, their true
Either you believe it or not .


有时候，我真的很不开心
我老实的告诉你，
我不喜欢你这样的对我们，
有时候，真的很不喜欢
但又不敢说出口，因为怕你会讨厌我们，不跟我们说话
我们不想那么辛苦，所以我在这里告诉你
希望你会改过 ♥ 
给：


I understand what you're trying to say to me,
I got em already, we'll change together
Promise me, we'll be friends forever
Real crazy friends forever ♥
But sometimes at school,
Please answer me when i call you or anything else,
you seems like don't want to answer when people calls you,
don't say you don't have, this is what i've see from you .
Hope you'll change this bad habit .
If anything, just write on your blog, I'll go and check em out ♥
To:


I know you got a lot of problems,
Trust me, you'll find someone that loves you,
don't think too much, anyway you're just 14 .
Nothing more to think .
Don't always cry, big girl already .
Don't have to because of small thing and cry .
Try to grow, don't stay at the same age .
You're my true friend, I tell you a lot of things in school .
Real true friend . I love you ♥
To:


You three,
Listen here,
There's a really important thing i have to say,
















































You guys are my best friend ! I love you ♥









♥
每次和你信息的时候，
都抱着一个很怕的感觉
怕你会因为我的几句话而讨厌我
每次和你信息
都很希望你会问我，你要问的东西
现在才发觉，
我只是单纯的喜欢你
并没有爱过你
我不懂爱的感觉
每次在学校看到你，
我都会有种感觉说
我必须看好我的言行举止
千万不能做一些不该做的东西.
这样下去
我很辛苦，为什么要弄到自己那么的辛苦
顺其自然不能吗？
就是不能，
我办不到，
看到你，就是因该这么做
老实地说，
当我单身的时候，又想找个伴
陪在我身边
我喜欢以前的那种感觉，暗恋 !
别说我变态，我就是这样的人
在一起，你又不敢说，我又不敢问
很辛苦啊
如果你敢问，我就一定敢说
但是，你不敢问，就变成我很辛苦
我喜欢你，不爱你
你明白吗？
我喜欢看你在班上的样子
喜欢看你管人家操步的样子
喜欢看你和朋友玩的样子
这都只是喜欢
没有爱过
明白吗？
你误会了我的意思
你以为我爱你
以为我很盲目的爱你
以为我疯狂的爱你
对不起，你的“以为”误会了我的意思
我很讨厌人家“以为”
我承认，
我不敢讨厌你
我不敢大胆地去爱你
不敢再次对你说我爱你
因为我已经失去了那个机会
那个时候，
我是真的爱你
那只是曾经
现在，
我只是喜欢，没有以前的爱
我答应你，只要你肯开口问，我就会答应 
有个条件，你必须勇敢的面对事实
不管以后，你和谁在一起，
答应我，勇敢的去面对 


♥WeiMing



Hey ya guyz,
i changed my blog name and the next thing i'm gonna change is the background
kinda feel like YUCKS !
it's really sucks to me whenever i on my blogger
i was like owh` this again ><
trust me, a fancy one :) haha
don't be shocked, really, a real fancy ones xD
nahh` nothing special


Starbucks Danbo !
I really love them ! ♥






♥ Hey ya Babey ! 

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